I'm Sorry...

Sorry...
It seems like such a simple word in theory.

Not so simple in reality though.

It's not so hard to say... in theory..

In reality however.... it can be impossible to utter..

I'm sorry... Can be a powerful phrase.. allowing the healing, the forgiveness, and the future to continue on.

I continually wait to hear these two words.. so I can believe it is safe to forgive and move on.

He'll never say them though.. because he doesn't believe or know he has hurt me.

So.. I continue to wait and know that my hurt is my own.. no one else's.. mine alone..

LIving with the knowledge that I just don't matter that much.... hurts.

Come Home for Christmas by The Eagles.

I love this song...

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That Time of Year

It took me a while to get into the Christmas spirit this year... But I'm finally there. I have one more week of school.. most of the "needs to be done" things are done and it should just a fun week with the kids.

Vince helped me get my house all festive. That has really put me the Christmas spirit. This picture doesn't do it justice, but it's beautiful.

I'm looking forward to being with Bubs, Vince, Nathan, Kayla and Savannah in Gunnison this year. It'll be a true family Christmas. I really need that right now.