Sorry...
It seems like such a simple word in theory.
Not so simple in reality though.
It's not so hard to say... in theory..
In reality however.... it can be impossible to utter..
I'm sorry... Can be a powerful phrase.. allowing the healing, the forgiveness, and the future to continue on.
I continually wait to hear these two words.. so I can believe it is safe to forgive and move on.
He'll never say them though.. because he doesn't believe or know he has hurt me.
So.. I continue to wait and know that my hurt is my own.. no one else's.. mine alone..
LIving with the knowledge that I just don't matter that much.... hurts.
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