Lonely Friday Night

It's been a while since I've been by myself on a Friday night. Mark is always playing with his band on Fridays and I'm usually right there listening to them.. and dancing, and looking at his sexy self. Tonight I just didn't have the funds or energy to go out. Spent the evening catching up on some tv shows I haven't followed in a while. TV used to be my best friend. Spent a lot of time with it. Now.. Mark is my best friend and TV has gone by the wayside. Well.. except for Dexter. Mark and I love to watch Dexter together. I'm going to bed.. I'll be waiting for Mark to snuggle on up to me when he gets home.. Snuggling with him is what I live for. It always ends my day perfectly. Ahhhh... love. I've always thought that I'd been in love before.. Now I know what love truly feels like.. It feels safe and warm and comfortable and real. Good night... I'm tired...