One Year

I can't believe it's been an entire year already with Curtis.. It's been such a good one too. It's had it's ups and downs.. but way more ups than downs.

He surprised me last night with roses, a movie and dinner. It was perfect. He let me know how important I was to him and that this is forever.

Also yesterday, my son Nathan told me he was going to ask his girl to marry him. He's so excited and I'm so happy for him. I'm a little scared for him because I know what he's getting himself into and he has no idea how hard it'll be at times.. I pray for them that they'll make it through all the ups and downs of life together.. supporting each other and remembering that they love each other. It can be easy to forget that sometimes.

Marriage.... something I thought I was done with.. but now I see myself married to Curtis.. walking down an aisle littered with flower petals and him waiting for me at the other end of that aisle.. smiling and knowing that I'm the one he's been waiting for. Sounds kind of naive and corny.. yet it's something I want.

One year.. today is the first day of the second one.. I love you Curtis..