Stella

She doesn't know how much I love her...
She doesn't know that I'm her grandma...
She doesn't know that she carries a part of me...
in her genes.. in her blood.. in her DNA...

I watch her grow up from afar..
Searching for me in her eyes.. her smile... her face..

I wonder...
Does John ever wonder about her true family...
The one that sacrificed so much so he could live..
and have the life he loves so much..

Probably not...
Probably never will...

I wonder what kind of mother could raise a child to be so closed up to curiosity about his own life...